Still Waiting

Sunday, January 13, 2008

hais. my feelings and emotions have been in a state of turmoil lately. can explain it, but no one that i can totally confide in. how do i control these emotions, thoughts and feelings? up till now i'm still wondering how i led my life these 3 years, right after my sec sch graduation. its funny how im a totally changed person, perhaps someone i didnt wish i wld be when im still in sec 4. argh.

i cant stand who i am now, n i dunno how to go abt changing myself. argh. i want a new job please! someone please intro me a new n nice job. i need a new working environment very very badly. i think this receptionist job is really deteriorating my body esp my brain. mac breakfast most of the time, after lunch den take a small nap... OMG LAH.

ok acheivements?

of cos have lah...

didnt repeat my wardrobe from 10 dec!or 17 dec! lol cant rmb, but i didnt repeat any clothes! except bottoms of cos! muahahah. tts the only acheivement. and maybe oso tt i'm quite adapted to those ang moh accent and stuff loh.

but i need a new working environment! i need it! argh! someone please intro me another job! look at how loserish i am! top acheivement is not repeating wardrobe! ARGH! kill me!!

damn.

i saw the tags. thanks for everyone who cared! =) hee touched. but haven been meeting up with u guys. eh, u all can ask me out for dinner on weekdays since im working at queenstown! as a matter of fact... PLEASE ASK ME OUT FOR DINNER!!! argh! please! please!!!!

k la. gonna dye hair tmr if mama will help. nights.

-when are you coming back? ;